"...and everything around me makes me miss you."

uu yeah. could somebody answer that?

How could?

How could I forget someone who gave me too much to remember?
How could I forget every single thing about you?
How could I forget the way you say "I love you" to me?
How could I forget the way you hold my hand?
How could I forget the way you hug me tight?
How could I forget every word you said to me?
How could I forget every things that we've been through?
How could I forget every times that I've spent with you?
How could I forget your smell that I loved very much?
How could I forget your smile that could make me feel better?
How could I forget you like you forget about me?
Could you teach me?
Because you have no idea how painful it is when I think of you..

Ibarat sepotong kayu yang ditancapkan paku. Jika paku itu dicabut, maka akan ada bekas lubang tempat hinggapnya paku tersebut. Kalaupun ditambal dengan potongan kayu lainnya, hasilnya akan berbeda. Bekasnya pasti masih ada. Kayu itu tak akan pernah sama lagi.


Sama seperti hatiku..

"Mengapa kamu selalu datang kembali ketika aku benar - benar ingin melangkah pergi?"

Kalau kamu memang benar - benar ingin pergi, pergilah. Jangan kembali. Jangan memberiku harapan yang tidak akan pernah terjadi. Mengerti?

Dari sekian banyak orang yang memelukku saat aku menangis pada malam perpisahan,

orang yang paling aku tunggu dan yang memberikan pelukan yang paling hangat adalah..

kamu.

seandainya aku bisa terus memelukmu seperti itu..

sebenarnya.. mereka biasa saja.
sebenarnya.. aku tidak punya hak untuk melarangnya berteman dengan siapa saja.
seharusnya.. rasa ini tidak perlu ada.
seharusnya.. aku tidak perlu marah ataupun benci melihatnya.
tapi kenapa rasanya sakit, melihat mereka berdua bercengkrama dengan akrab di twitter?

Adele - Don't You Remember :')

When will I see you again?
You left with no goodbye,
Not a single word was said,
No final kiss to seal any scene,
I had no idea of the state we were in,

I know I have a fickle heart and a bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and heaviness in my head,

But don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,
 
When was the last time you thought of me?
Or have you completely erased me from your memory?
I often think about where I went wrong,
The more I do, the less I know,

But I know I have a fickle heart and a bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head,

But don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

Gave you the space so you could breathe,
I kept my distance so you would be free,
And hoped that you'd find the missing piece,
To bring you back to me,

Why don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

When will I see you again?

Someone said to me,

"stop thinking that he'll be back to you like the old days or only felt sorry for you because you cry for him everyday"

Hell, yeah. That's what I keep doing.

inikah hukum alam?
ketika kakiku masih berat untuk melangkah pergi, masih bersedia berdiri di sini dan menanti..
kau rebut senyum dan kebahagiaan dariku, kau hancurkan segala harapan yang ada.
dan ketika aku mulai rela melepasmu, menghapus jejakmu dan melupakan segala hal tentangmu..
kau kembali, dengan senyum tanpa dosa, seakan - akan tak pernah ada yang terjadi di antara kita.
lalu aku harus bagaimana?