Monday, June 23, 2014

i haven't talked with him in these few days. and it feels like.. ohh i'm gonna be crazy.
since the first day i didn't talk with him, i felt angry all the times.
i kept yelling to my little brother, i didn't speak too much with my mom.
everything was wrong in my eyes.
i did something to divert my mind. i was watching running man all day or playing games in my handphone.
i tried to keep myself away from my handphone, but i always checked my handphone whether if he called or texted me.
every hour i opened my social media like path, twitter or even line, to check what did he do, what happened with him, and where he was.
i can't handle this anymore. i want to talk with him. but i don't know how to do it.
i'm still mad at him, even a little. and it hurts me too much.
oh God, what should i do..