A Letter for Dad

hey dad, how are you there?
it has been 6 years since you gone away from me. did you miss me anyway? yeah i'm sure you did. i know you always watching me from the heaven. i do really miss you here dad, so bad.
dad, can you hear me? a few days later i'm gonna be seventeen. your little daughter is growing up, dad! you should be there when i blow the candle, beside me and mom. and you'll kiss my cheek and say "happy birthday my dear" like you ever did before. how i miss that so much. i still hope you can do that for me.
i miss you, dad. i really need you here.
i miss the way you hold me tight. i miss the way you say "i love you" to me. i miss the way you say "you are the best daughter ever!". i miss the way you take care of me. i miss the way you stare at me. i miss the way you say that you proud of me. i miss all about you.
*take a deep breath*
i just remember my childhood that i've through with you. it's so lovely. i miss it so much.
just it dad, i miss you, i love you. there's no word can explain it. i'm speechless.
i can't stop this tears when i miss you. sorry dad, i know you never wanna see me cry.
God, please exert his grave, forgive his sins and accept his rewards. make him happy wherever he is. and please tell him that i love him, so much.

dad, would you come to my dream tonight? please, i just wanna see you.
love you. miss you. you're the greatest man i've ever loved. no one can replaced you in my heart, dad.

love, kiss and hug.

A Rocket To The Moon - Like We Used To

I can feel his breath as he's sleepin' next to me,
Sharing pillows and cold feet.
He can feel my heart, fell asleep to its beat,
Under blankets and warm sheets.

If only I could be in that bed again...
If only it were me instead of her...

Does she watch your favorite movies?
Does she hold you when you cry?
Does she let you tell him all your favorite parts when you've seen it a million times?
Does she sing to all your music while you dance to "Purple Rain?"
Does she do all these things, like I used to?
 
Fourteen months and seven days ago...
Oh, I know you know,
How we felt about that night.
Just your skin against the window...
Oh, we took it slow,
And we both know...
 
It should've been me inside that car.  
It should've been me instead of her... in the dark.

Does she watch your favorite movies?
Does she hold you when you cry?
Does she let you tell him all your favorite parts when you've seen it a million times?
Does she sing to all your music while you dance to "Purple Rain?"
Does she do all these things, like I used to?

I know, love, (I'm a sucker for that feeling.)
Happens all the time, love, (I always end up feelin' cheated.)
You're on my mind, love, (or so that matter when I need it.)
It happens all the time- love, yeah.
 
Will she love you like I loved you?
Will she tell you everyday?
Will she make you feel like you're invincible with every word she'll say?
Can you promise me if this is right
Don't throw it all away?
Can you do all these things?
Will you do all these things...
Like we used to?
Oh, like we used to..