i don't know what is it. broken heart? no, i never have a relationship with him. but why i feel sad with this situation? he doesn't love me anyway, i know. maybe it called "bertepuk sebelah tangan". he's my best friend. i should be happy when he's falling in love with the other girl. i just feel.. LOST. i'm envy with the girl who can get closer with him. no, not jealous. it's just envy. it's different, you know?
i can't move on from this place. i'm stuck in here. but he should move on, find a girl who loves him more and can protect him. a girl who can makes him smile and happy. it's not me. repeat, IT'S NOT ME. but why i feel this indescribable feeling???
i hate this situation when we have a distance between us. when we're far away. when i can't be his side whenever he needs me. he stay away from me. it feels like we don't know each other. it' just because my fucking feeling. this feeling have ruined everything!
now, i'm here. crying and remembering all beautiful moments i made with him. i miss him. a lot. badly. all i can do now is just pray for him.
hey you, i do apologize for everything i do. you should move on. find a better girl for you. i know you can find the best for you. just be happy. i'm happy if you happy. you should know, i'll always pray the best for you. and with every dust around you, i love you. never will change it until the time comes. take care :)
P.S : sorry, i'm 'galau'
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